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| ... ja ne. nane? nani nane? baka.
[paalam.] - aJ
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| AGH! All you morons that think you have problems! I know you're going through some never-before-faced-problem, but shut up! Don't you know to cope with it and go on just putting a smile on?! You morons get on my nerves! Thinking you have problems! Ugh. ..woa, shit. I am way to jealous of these people with the most meager problems like.. 'I don't think Ryan's taking me to the dance..' or.. 'My parents are so strict.. blah blah blah' >>: eh. bleh.. I wanna delete this already, but whatever. feh, fools that inhabit this earth disgust me.
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…I am.. glad. for the first time in years.. for.. for real this time.. I’m.. actually glad. wonder why… m-… maybe ..it’s because of all.. all the shit in my life at the moment.. I’ve dipped so low all I can do is go up… heh. I’m.. interested in that concept.. never have I been in this.. state.. before.. I.. I can’t understand it anymore.. I.. I used to be able to control what I said, unless I was in front of Nathan or Aaron.. and I also kept my emotions and true feelings hidden deep away.. but… but I can’t.. I can’t do the same now anymore.. it’s gone. now I.. I just don’t express feeling……… I…. I wonder if that’s bad.. I.. I wonder if it’s just my way of coping with all that is around.. me… sigh.. I’m such a selfish horrible and disgusting person… I know.. anyone that might be reading this won’t understand.. but.. there are so many.. so many obsticals others don’t have to face.. why do I.. why do I get stuck with them? I.. sigh. Now.. I don’t laugh.. or smile.. I just.. nod and.. walk away.. hm. well, enough of my ranting, if you’ve read this far I’m sorry to have bored you senseless, but I have a tendency of doing so.. sorry.. .. mag.. kita. tayo uli. Those who.. who think they’ve figured me out.. you.. you’re so far away.. hm.. someone im me.. ‘flip hitomi’.. that’s the sn.. blah. Monday is so inescapable. Eck..home is also inescapable.. there is .. not one place I can retreat to anymore.. well, that’s not true..but never mind.. I’ve typed enough, plus, it’s not like anyone really cares anyways.. it’s just an idiotic entry on a stupid site on the internet. blah. farewell already, all I’m doing is taking up space on this useless internet space… |
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| self written.. I dunno why I wanted to post it, but it's not like anyone is gonna read this xD blah.
''when the last of your tears fall..
will you return to me then? see..
i will wait for you forever.. and
see, I can’t live without you.. and even if..
you don’t love me.. I’ll always be here. just here. ...will you ever love me
again? … read the first words in the sentences now..'
[mag kita tayo uli] - aJ |
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